I found a baby bird yesterday when I got off it was still alive when I went to check on it today it was dead I hate the thought of something dyeing it makes me sick how hardly anyone cares grandfather died maybe two years ago it still hurts you know? I have made a conciliation I am becoming a vegetarian it might be hard but I'm gona make it work if I didn't I would be a hypocrite to hate the people who make money off of killing for food other people eat and I will not hate the ones that do eat meat or tell them that it is wrong I will pitty them fir not realizing that the thing that they are eating was ones alive and I would pefer to stay at that yes I know long but I have to get all this down or I won't be able to sleep there have it I am now a vegie I just hope I have the courage to tell my family I could just avoid eating at the table or just feed it to the dogs under the table like usual but it would be nice to tell them about my new understanding .You see I'm afraid because when they found out my aunt was a vegie they didn't quit except her arms arms wide open if you know what I mean well thats all I have to say today see ya.
-Dreamer