im sad i don't know why but i want to cry today just sucked and i can't really expalin it ut i feel really cruddy. my head hurts and i'm tired but i can't sleep. all my freinds seem to be mad at me and they wont tell me why there mad they just turned a cold shoulder and walked off. i wish i had a real freind one that didn't just come to me for counciling. sometimes i just can't take it any more it doesn't seem to make scince latly. can some one give me an answer? no no one ever tells me what i really need to hear.

-Dreamer