Saturday, December 30, 2006
Thursday, December 28, 2006



i love the elements they enchant me to no limint. wind earth fire and water. all four its own indivisual charector. each one dazzaling me more and more.the colors are aswome too white green RED and blue. they also stand for different personlitys . like for wind your free spireted. and fire is short tempered and ready for a fight.then theres earth for laid back and going with the flow of things. and water is for stillness and calm and cool never too happy or too sad just nuteral all the time. well hope you enjoyed the thyreses i had today thats all i felt like saying so see ya.
-Dreamer + _~
Saturday, December 23, 2006




it's FREAKING RAINING!!!!!!!!!!! i hate hate the rain it makes me sleepy, and i hade to strip wire with my fam, for extra mula. becuase we anin't gots no money!! T_T i could die from the pain in my hands.oh well i just suck it up and move on no big deal. oh and now when ever my dog runs away he comes back like two minuets laterif i don't chase him. kinda hard at first but then i got used to it. but nothing happens around where i live its boring eoungh without the rain to slow me down. even right now i keep making typing error's and having to back space every two words. welll i'll up date laters
-Dreamer *~*
Thursday, December 21, 2006



i have no real emotion right now but BORED!!!!!!! it really sucks. theres nothing to do but this and i am losing my temper already . today we as in my family and i went to the mall acually we went to two different malls out where i live.
i was looking for Good Charlotte stuff for my best freind. but no such luck, so i setteled for an AFI poster insted. its her second fav band next to GC so i thought she would like it for x-mas. the only thing is i couldn't find a book store so i could buy what i want.
then we went home and i got on the computer. which is a tottal yawn scince they haven't updated any of the stuff i usaly look at. so now here i am just typing about nothing and listing to some rock tunes. and anything else i might want to hear later.
-dreamer *-*
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
Saturday, December 16, 2006
Friday, December 15, 2006



i got sick from some med's i took to help with my sore muscules. becuse in P.E we are having physical testing to see how much work we can or at least could do be for they crippled us! i now afishaly HATE pe it pretty much sucks and i need to find a way to change to a different class third period for now on. mabe i'll go into pals or bss i don't know as long as i get out of this evil horrible P.E class!!!!!!!!!!
-Dreamer
Wednesday, December 13, 2006

I'm not suposed to be scared of anything, but I don't know where I am I wish that I could move but I'm exhausted and nobody understands (how I feel) I'm trying hard to breathe now but there's no air in my lungs There's no one here to talk to and the pain inside is making me numb I try to hold this Under control They can't help me 'Cause no one knows Now I'm going through changes, changes God, I feel so feel so frustrated lately When I get suffacated, save me Now I'm going through changes, changes I'm feeling weak and weary walking through this world alone Everything you say, every word of it, cuts me to the bone I've got something to say, but now I've got no where to turn It feel like I've been buried underneath the weight of the world I try to hold this Under control They can't help me 'Cause no one knows Now I'm going through changes, changes God, I feel so feel so frustrated lately When I get suffacated, save me Now I'm going through changes, changes I'm running, shaking Bound and breaking I hope I make it through all these changes Now I'm going through changes, changes God, I feel so frustrated lately When I get suffacated, save me Now I'm falling apart, now I feel it Now I'm going through changes, chnages God, I feel so feel so frustrated lately When I get suffacated, I hate this But I'm going through changes, changes.
theis are the lyrics i found to this song the one blow this one. It kinda fits me, because i can't sort out all of these changes happening in my life at the time. I have some problems and i need to fix them and sperate them into smaller ones. My life just won't stay easy or happy. my aunt past away a few weeks ago and everyone is in depersion mode i can't do anything. yjere have just been too many changes latly and this song is really good. i'll see you later
-Dreamer





